I am Timothy, you are Paul
작성자명 [kawon]
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날짜 2005.09.02
There is a letter in my heart for my teacher Sung nan Sook elder.
I know that P
aul the teacher wrote to Timothy today but because I have received so much from my teacher I wanted to write her. So I am doing this backwards??? ^^
Ever since I went to Korea in 1995 I was able to have a reltionship with you. For that I am most grateful.
You held on to the promise in Jesus Christ even when you didn t see any changes in your circumstances and I saw the steadfastness of your faith.
Grace, mercy, and peace came from the father when I let go of my will completely.
I serve my God with a clear conscious only because I know I am forgiven of all of my incredible sins by the blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. How can I, who have stolen, murdered, committed adultry, and destroyed come to the Lord with a clear conscience without the blood of the lamb that covers me? Paul who murdered was able to serve the Lord with a clear conscience only because he knew he was forgiven.
I wonder if my tears of repentence and pain caused you joy because you saw the grace that would befall on me shortly after?
My grandmothers were great women of faith and for those prayers I am grateful for.
I want you to lay your hands on me spiritually so that I will be reminded of the gifts of God that is in me, because I forget and swim the darkest corners of self-doubt and despair.
Power, love and discipline... those words had no meaning until I came to the love of Christ. Without Christ I have no power, no love lies within my heart for anyone, and I knew no discipline.
So without shame, I want to join with you in suffering for the gospel according to the power of God.
I long to start a bible study with my children here in Anchorage. They are Joshua 7 years old, Timothy 6 years old and Grace 4 years old. With these children I long to start a bible study and when the time is right I long to be part of a bible study here where I can testify of our Lord Jesus Christ without any shame. So with boldness I go so bless me my teacher so I can be of use to the Lord.
In His Love, Kawon